emo
it seems like
he got what he wanted
from me
and then
threw me away.
"what can i do to make him notice me?"
nothing.
nothing toward him.
don't call him. don't write a little note with a smiley face or a flower or fish under the signature and put it in his mailbox. don't slide up to him and gasp, 'i've just got to talk to you!' don't look woebegone, don't ignore him, don't pursue him, don't do him favors, don't talk about him to nine carefully selected listeners..
there is one thing you can do: turn the whole business over to God. if he's the man God has for you, 'no good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly' (psalm 84.11). direct your energies to obedience, not to nailing the man. God has His own methods of getting the two of you together. He doesn't need any help or advice from you.
Lord, my heart is fragile and delicate and too easily broken. i've tried my hand at making things work, but without giving heed to Your wisdom. my heart has been broken and my emotions bruised.
i ask You to take and guard my heart.
i will choose not to entertain thoughts and emotions of love which cause me to give my heart away too readily. i will come quickly to You when i start feeling like i'm in love. please be the Lord of my heart and my emotions until that day when You bring to me the right man You have prepared for me.
he got what he wanted
from me
and then
threw me away.
"what can i do to make him notice me?"
nothing.
nothing toward him.
don't call him. don't write a little note with a smiley face or a flower or fish under the signature and put it in his mailbox. don't slide up to him and gasp, 'i've just got to talk to you!' don't look woebegone, don't ignore him, don't pursue him, don't do him favors, don't talk about him to nine carefully selected listeners..
there is one thing you can do: turn the whole business over to God. if he's the man God has for you, 'no good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly' (psalm 84.11). direct your energies to obedience, not to nailing the man. God has His own methods of getting the two of you together. He doesn't need any help or advice from you.
Lord, my heart is fragile and delicate and too easily broken. i've tried my hand at making things work, but without giving heed to Your wisdom. my heart has been broken and my emotions bruised.
i ask You to take and guard my heart.
i will choose not to entertain thoughts and emotions of love which cause me to give my heart away too readily. i will come quickly to You when i start feeling like i'm in love. please be the Lord of my heart and my emotions until that day when You bring to me the right man You have prepared for me.